waiting and fading and floating away

i've had a very busy week and as a result i am oh so very tired! i did my french show and it went amazingly! i have had some horrible exams to do and i have done lots and lots of dancing! last weekend it was fathers day and i made my daddy a cd with lots of old songs that he likes on it, and funnily enough they were all already on my playlist! i listen to so much old music its ridiculous! i also did lots of revision which was very boring and i have drunk lots of cups of tea with chocolate chip cookies. today i went to a carnival in the park where i ate some candyfloss and some flying saucers with sherbet in the middle.

i want to go downstairs and get some chocolate milkshake and animal crackers but i'm too scared because my daddy isn't home yet. he went to visit some of my family in london today. i might get my brother to come with me.

chocolate milkshake in a special father christmas glass!

i went out for a lovely meal this evening. i wore my special sparkley silver shoes! i love the little monthly catch-ups with my sister, nearly sister-in-law, my neice and my little nephew. sometimes my brothers come along too. my nearly sister-in-law is going to have a baby soon! i cannot wait to be an aunty again! i have a gut feeling that she will have a baby girl. secretly i wish she would have a baby girl because then she could be like my little sister! and i could play dolls with her and buy her little dresses and do her hair for her. it would be so lovely.

oh! and i have to tell you about my wonderful day in the rain yesterday! it was so magical! yesterday the rain was pouring so much, that our school was almost flooding! at lunchtime my friends and i went out in the rain and danced around and splashed in puddles and it was so much fun! we got very wet with mascara was running down our cheeks and wet messy hair and clothes sticking to our skin. when i got home i snuggled up with a cup of tea and my pyjamas. i wish i had taken some pictures!

finally i am very sad about michael jackson, rip mj x

i am so very tired that my eyelids are drooping, i am going to curl up and listen to lykke li and get some much needed rest!

goodnight lovelies x x

worrying the night away

I'm so worried at the moment. About everything generally. I could honestly cry with frustration and nerves and just general worrying. I suppose I'm just in one of those moods, but I know it's not good. I want everything to just hurry and be over, and before I know it I'll be back to my old self.

I hope. I hope. I hope.

I'm going to go and sleep. I need to rest. For the first night in weeks I don't feel like watching Twilight, I just want to curl up and fall asleep to Clair de Lune on my ipod. Nothings good now. Nothing at all.

Goodnight x

mirror mirror on the wall

Hello my dears, I haven't been on in a few days.

I haven't been feeling very well the past few days, very much not myself. I don't like being miserable, and sad and poorly. I'm listening to Jose Gonzalez, his voice is perfect. My mother just sat in my bedroom and dried her hair, and now all I can smell is peppermint shampoo. Yesterday, I practised for the French show, Blanche Neige. I play the magical mirror on the wall! I've been learning my lines and hopefully I will remember them all, as the days are counting down until the show! I went to school as usual today. I wish I could've stayed at home, snuggled under the covers watching Twilight and eating Bourbon creams. I helped paint my magical mirror today, all different shades of gold and bronze. We wanted to add some gold glitter, but we couldn't find any around the art classroom, would you believe.

Unfortunately, my mirror isn't quite as pretty as this one.

peonies and peaches

Mmm.. how pretty?

I'm getting a little addicted to looking at photographs on weheartit, especially these lovely flowery, summery ones. I love the colours of this one, I'm going through a bit of a girly stage where I'm liking colours such as coral/peach/pink/cream/white etc...

Right now, I'm watching Twilight and eating peaches. It's raining again, how disapointing. Robert Pattinson looks nice, peaches taste nice and rain smells nice.

xx

picking flowers

photo here.

photo here.

My week has been pretty bad, actually. I haven't been in the nicest of moods, which is never good. I had three textiles exams this week, and I'm not feeling exactly confident about getting good grades on them. The weather has slowly decreased to somewhat miserable as usual, and I haven't been feeling very well either :(

Due to this, I have had a week-long Twilight therapy session, and it's made me feel much better. I have watched the film/read the book so many times, I can honestly quote the whole script fluently. I cannot wait for New Moon, I watched the trailer the other day and I can't help feeling desperate for November to come around!

lvx

strawberry tart please

Strawberry tart, mm.

I didn't like going back to school very much, but I'm taking part in a French performance of 'Blance Neige,' so I get time out of lessons and such to practise :-)

I've got a textiles exam tomorrow, oh dear.

Lotsoflovex